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MORNING AT THE WINDOW
They
are rattling breakfast plates in basement kitchens,
And
along the trampled edges of the street
I
am aware of the damp souls of housemaids
Sprouting
despondently at area gates.
The
brown waves of fog toss up to me
Twisted
faces from the bottom of the street,
And
tear from a passer-by with muddy skirts
An
aimless smile that hovers in the air
And
vanishes along the level of the roofs.
LA FIGLIA CHE PIANGE (THE WEEPING GIRL)
O quam te memorem virgo...
Stand
on the highest pavement of the stair --
Lean
on a garden urn --
Weave,
weave the sunlight in your hair --
Clasp
your flowers to you with a pained suprise --
Fling
them to the ground and turn
With
a fugitive resentment in your eyes:
But
weave, weave the sunlight in you hair.
So
I would have had him leave,
So
I would have had her stand and grieve,
So
he would have left
As
the soul leaves the body torn and bruised,
As
the mind deserts the body it has used.
I
should find
Some
way incomparably light and deft,
Some
way we both should understand,
Simple
and faithless as a smile and a shake of the hand.
She
turned away, but with the autumn weather
Compelled
my imagination many days,
Many
days and many hours:
Her
hair over her arms and her arms full of flowers.
And
I wonder how they should have been together!
I
should have lost a gesture and a pose.
Sometimes
these cogitations still amaze
The
troubled midnight, and the noon's repose.
PRELUDES
I
The
winter's evening settles down
With
smells of steaks in passsageways.
Six
o'clock.
The
burnt-out ends of smoky days.
And
now a gusty shower wraps
The
grimy scraps
Of
withered leaves across you feet
And
newspapers from vacant lots;
The
showers beat
On
empty blinds and chimney-pots,
And
at the corner of the street
A
lonely cab-horse steams and stamps.
And
then the lighting of the lamps.
II
The
morning comes to consciousness
Of
faint stale smells of beer
From
the sawdust-trampled street
With
all the muddy feet that press
To
early
coffee-stands.
With
the other masquerades
That
time resumes,
One
thinks of all the hands
That
are raising dingy shades
In
a thousand furnished rooms.
III
You
tossed a blanket from the bed,
You
lay upon your back, and waited;
You
dozed, and watched the night revealing
The
thousand sordid imaged
Of
which your soul is constituted;
They
flickered against the ceiling.
And
when all the world came back
And
the light crept up between the shutters
And
you heard the sparrows in the gutters,
You
had such a vision of the street
As
the street hardly understands;
Sitting
along the bed's edge, where
You
curled the papers from your hair,
And
clasped the yellowed soles of feet
In
the palms of both soiled hands.
IV
His
soul stretched tight across the skies
That
fade behind a city block,
Or
trampled by insistent feet
At
four and five and six o'clock,
And
short square fingers stuffing pipes
And
evening newspapers, and eyes
Assured
of certain certainties,
The
conscience of a blackened street
Impatient
to assume the world.
I
am moved by fancies that are curled
Around
these images, and cling:
The
notion of some infinitely gentle
Infinitely
suffering thing.
Wipe
your hand across your mouth and laugh;
The
worlds revolve like ancient women
Gathering
fuel in vacant lots.
THE HOLLOW MEN
I
We
are the hollow men
We
are the stuffed men
Leaning
together
Headpiece
filled with straw. Alas!
Our
dried voices, when
We
whisper together
Are
quiet and meaningless
As
wind in dry grass
Or
rats' feet over broken glass
In
our dry cellar
Shape
without form, shade without colour,
paralysed
force, gesture without motion;
Those
who have crossed
With
direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom
Remember
us-- if at all--not as lost
Violent
souls, but only
As
the hollow men
The
stuffed men.
II
Eyes
I dare not meet in dreams
In
death's dream kingdom
These
do not appear:
There,
the eyes are
Sunlight
on a broken column
There,
is a tree swinging
And
voices are
In
the wind's singing
More
distant and more solemn
Than
a fading star.
Let
me be no nearer
In
death's dream kingdom
Let
me also wear
Such
deliberate disguises
Rat's
coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In
a filed
Behaving
as the wind behaves
No
nearer--
Not
that final meeting
In
the twilight kingdom
III
This
is the dead land
This
is cactus land
Here
the stone images
Are
raised, here they receive
The
supplication of a dead man's hand
Under
the twinkle of a fading star.
Is
it like this
In
death's other kingdom
Waking
alone
At
the hour when we are
Trembling
with tenderness
Lips
that would kiss
Form
prayers to broken stone.
IV
The
eyes are not here
There
are no eyes here
In
this valley of dying stars
In
this hollow valley
This
broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
In
this last of meeting places
We
grope together
And
avoid speech
Gathered
on this beach of the tumid river
Sightless,
unless
The
eyes reappear
As
the perpetual star
Multifoliate
rose
Of
death's twilight kingdom
The
hope only
Of
empty men.
V
Here
we go round the prickly pear
Prickly
pear prickly pear
Here
we go round the prickly pear
At
five o'clock in the morning.
Between
the idea
And
the reality
Between
the motion
And
the act
Falls
the Shadow
For
Thine is the Kingdom
Between
the conception
And
the creation
Between
the emotion
And
the response
Falls
the Shadow
Life
is very long
Between
the desire
And
the spasm
Between
the potency
And
the existence
Between
the essence
And
the descent
Falls
the Shadow
For
thine is the Kingdom
For
Thine is
Life
is
For
Thine is
This
is the way the world ends
This
is the was the world ends
This
is the way the world ends
Not
with a bang but a whimper.
DEATH BY WATER (from the Wasteland)
Phelbas
the Phoenician, a fortnight dead,
Forgot
the cry of gulls, and the deep sea swell
And
the profit and loss.
A
current under sea
Picked
his bones in whispers. As he rose and fell
He
passed the stages of his age and youth
Entering
whirpool.
Gentile
or Jew
O
you who turn the wheel and look to windward,
Consider
Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as
you.
from the WHAT THE THUNDR SAID
After
the torchlight red on sweaty faces
After
the frosty silence in the gardens
After
the agony in stony places
The
shouting and the crying
Prison
and palace and reverberation
Of
thunder of spring over distant mountains
He
who was living is now dead
We
who were living are now dying
With
a little patience
Here
is no water but only rock
Rock
and no water and the sany road
The
road winding above among the mountains
Which
are mountains of rock without water
If
there were water we should stop and drink
Amongst
the rock one cannot stop or think
Sweat
is dry and feet are in the sand
If
there were only water amongst the rock
Dead
mountain mouth of carious teeth that cannot spit
Here
on can neither stand nor lie nor sit
There
is not even slience in the mountains
But
dry sterile thunder without rain
There
is not even solitude in the mountains
But
red sullen faces sneer and snarl
From
doors of mudracked houses
If
there were water
And
no rock
If
there were rock
And
also water
And
water
A
spring
A
pool among the rock
If
there were the sound of water only
And
dry grass singing
But
sound of water over a rock
Where
the hermit-trush sings in the pine trees
Drip
drop drip drop drop drop drop
But
there is no water
Who
is the thirs who walks always beside you?
When
I count, there are only you and I together
But
when I look ahead up the white road
There
is always another on walking beside you
Gliding
wrapt in a brown mantle, hooded
I
do not know wheather a man or a woman
--But
who is that on the other side of you?...